Notas para um suicídio negativo
English version Notes for a negative suicide I start this essay with parts of a poem by Fernando Pessoa: "Do you miss me? (...) No one is missing; no one misses you... Without you, everything will go without you. Maybe it's worse for others to exist than to kill yourself... Maybe you weigh more lasting, than failing to last... (...) Rest: little will cry for you... The vital impulse extinguishes the tears little by little... (...) There is first in everyone a relief from the tragedy a little tingyof having died... Then the conversation lightens up daily, and everyday life resumes its day... Then, you slowly forgot. You are only remembered on two dates, for an anniversary: When it's been years since you were born, when it's been years since you died. (...) If you want to kill yourself, kill yourself... Don't have moral scruples, fears of intelligence! What scruples or fears does the mechanics of life have? (...) Don't you see that you have absolutely no impo...